I finished the The Lost Writings of Jim Morrison. It was an interesting journey. Morrison didn’t date his notebook/journal entries so the editors had to work extra hard at determine which writings belong to which time period. Morrison wrote his poems in layered drafts and often wrote and rewrote them iteratively and across multiple notebooks. So making sure they had the latest version of poem was a herculean task for the editors. I liked the book for the most part, some of Morrison’s poetry is quite trippy, which I like. Others were quite childish (which I didn’t like). My favourite poem was the last poem entitled As I Look Back. And this one:
Those who race toward death
Those who wait
Those who worry
I paused to consider where I might fit on that spectrum. Am I racing toward death, waiting for it, or worrying about it? I think there’s also a fourth category, those who ignore death all together. Ah yes and there is a 5th category, the Bushido warrior option which is to accept that you are already dead.
I probably flitter between racing toward death and accepting that I am already dead. And sometimes I think, it’s going to happen anyway so let’s get this shit over with, why delay the inevitable, why do we fight so hard to stay alive? I guess that’s Nature for you. Her prime directive is make more life and to do that you have to be alive. Feeding, fucking, and fighting – that’s the baseline, everything else is just window dressing.
These are some whacked out thoughts for a Sunday morning. Reminds me something Hunter Thompson used to say, “When the going gets weird, the weird turn Pro.”
But enough about death.
I stepped out into the garden. It was surprisingly warm considering earlier in the week we had a taste of winter. The sky was clear and blue and sunny. Just what you want on an autumn day. I decided to take advantage of the break in weather and go for hike. The Cotswolds are nearby, just right for a quick getaway and a Sunday stroll.
I hastily packed a small rucksack, grabbed some trail mix, and hit the road.
Enjoying the solitude of the trail. pic.twitter.com/0wdc074Fpc
— clay lowe (@soulcruzer) September 24, 2017
I usual lust after mountains, but today I didn’t need the drive. Plus there are some lovely walks in the Cotswolds. I have this AA pack of 30 walks in the Cotswolds. I thought I’d make it goal to do all 30 walks. I choose Edge Hill, one I like battlefields, and two it’s only 25 minutes from my house. I picked up the trail near Radway and headed toward the Radway Tower. When I got to the tower, I was suppose to go straight, but the trail to the right looked more interesting so I deviated from my planned route and headed southwest along the Macmillan/Centenary Way.
Considering I spent my morning thinking about death, it was apropos that I strolled through two graveyards along my route.
All in all it was a grand day. I did about 7 miles all in. Met a few people along the trail., and ate some fresh blackberries straight off of the tree.