I am glad I did the things I did when I was young. I lived hard and played hard as a soldier and a young man. I see some of these young kids in the call centre and I think what a waste of youth. I am working with a 19 year old girl and she is absolutely miserable. She is not married, has no kids, no mortgage and yet she feels miserable because she feels trapped. Trapped by what I am not sure? She wants to do things. But she makes excuses for not doing them. And I think fuck, you are 19, how can you be this miserable? Why not go out and do something with your life? At 19 I was convinced I could conquer the world and nobody could tell me different.